was well liked by others, but it seems I lacked the ability to love them back.
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clowning itself left me exhausted.
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Even if we combine Eros and desire it’s still not quite enough
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True masters, however, took the most unremarkable objects and, through their own interpretation, created something beautiful.
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Confined to my tiny room, spending my days and nights curled up under a blanket and reading old magazines like a halfwit, unable to drink or smoke, I’d completely lost the energy to kill myself.
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It was the first time that the mere voice of someone I loved caused me pain. Whether or not it was all I had didn’t matter.
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What if I make enough for the both of us? Would that work?”
“No.”
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(I doubt I will again so unhesitatingly employ such bold and positive language in the entirety of my journals)
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Compared to the terror I felt toward “real life” in human society and the hellish torments of my nightly insomnia, I sometimes thought that life in prison might be an improvement.
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There is a word: “pariah.” In human society this word is used to indicate those who have failed, the pathetic, the immoral